Wednesday, June 20, 2007
im losing myselff
well it SEEMS that im not doin anythg. I AM DOIN SUMTHG. im referring to the sponsorship. it seems like im not doin enuff to get sponsorship but IM TRYIN my best. u sounded like im doin nth and tt u're _____ with me. but tel u wat. im _____ with myself oso laa. i email no reply. i call they sae nv sponsor. den wat am i suppose to do. force them meh. man i sound fierce. but wth. is demoralising los. first tym im doin sponsor and im not getting any returns. can u imagine how demoralising it is.
owells nvm. since none of them noe my blog. i tink is alryte for my to just vent out my anger. haha. AHHHHHHHH. *$!!!!^%^!!!(#!$
i've nt been studyin laaa. omg. im left with how many days?! and next fri im suppose to study with frens and i haf meetin. 2 meetings somemore. den how to meet them to study. damn im so dead. IM SUPPOSE TO ASK WHATEVER i duno la. but is too late. wtf.
and im watchin fantastic 4 with ky and jj ltr. den how. i so no tym to study. and im supose to meet them at 330 la. and now 3 im stil at home.
i guess it's gonna be a sad day out again ):
haiiis T.T i tot to make myself busy is the way to keep up with my life. apparently im wrong. im some asshole who cant handle stress ): oh fuckmyself -.-
u tink u noe me well enuff? i wan to be a nice and demure girl so badly la. but i guess i jsut cant do it. im far too rough. DAMN.
ok im gonna be late. gotta run. shall push the unhappiness after the movie. meows
