Tuesday, July 04, 2006
dingdonggs
todae went to sch. was kinda hopin i can see him lahs. and TADA. he's nt there. lols. alryte im pretty stupid. shld haf known he wun be there anymore. -.- he's nt even takin de same train anymore. rahhs!
well saw georgina. and omg. SHE GT A TATOO LAH. like WTH. so zai cann. anyway i ask my mum if i can get a tatoo. she was like NO NO NO. omg -.- maybe i shld learn frm her. tatoo ler den tel mama. hahaha.
anyway see how she tok to a shi lian gal.
her: ehs where's ys
me: oh.. break le los.
her: huh. whyy?
me: duno lahs. he wanna break los.
her: how long liaos?
me: last week los.
her: YEAH. ALICIA BREAK LIAOS.
me: -.- why u so happie?
her: haha. we can go sch tgt. go out tgt liaos. YEAH.
im like -.- all de way lahs. see how gd a fren she can be. addin salt to wound. but it was kinda funny lahs. and we were like tokin so loudy frm de mrt to de sch. -.- kinda miss her tokin and stuff. her nv-endin conversation. lol
so life in sch. kinda alryte. hmms. feel like shopping and buyin more tops. i realise shoppin can make me forget abt him in a instance. but dun go places like bugis and far east lahs. cus it like holds so much memories. especially bugis -.- rahs.
so after chinese me and mz in np room lahs. den jiu do his thg. went home tgt. den rahhs. SAW HIM. i didnt though. mz saw. so wasted. i didnt get to see. boos -.- im like wanted to peep at him and stuff lahhs. rahhhhhs -.- i reallie cant help admittin i miss him lahs. like so wtf. he dun deserve it los. he arse. haha.
yahs. i just miss him -.-
if only life is as simple as abc.
studies as simple as 123.
love as simple as ilu.
the unlimited of IF's question gets me goin. i reallie wonder wat will happen if we didnt get to tgt in de first place.. thgs will be much simpler. rahhs
updatedit's nice to see both my frens reallie swt to each other. tis reallie keeps me gg. jsut when i tot cupid wasnt fair to me. ppl around me is gg into a new relationship. yeahhs.
and fk myself lahs. i feel so dotty. like i was tellin mz. im online just to see if he;s online and stuff. i just wanna noe his pressence tt all. whu noes he's online tokin to other gals lahs. but i just wanna noe he's home and stuff. ok tis sound stupid. but is de oni source left tt can make me feel his presence. rahhhs.
WAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO. -.-
HE'S NOT EVEN SEEEING ME. IM LIKE INVISIBLE MAN. wtf -.-
